Part thinspiration and part progress. I'm really trying to do this the healthy way or just any way with God on my side. UGW: Happiness but ideally I want to LOOK like I'm 110-120 pounds. If you want something you've never had. You have to do something you've never done. ... if you are going about losing weight in an unhealthy way please be so careful :( You might think no one cares but I DO. If you need to ask anything or even just talk. I'm here.